Another day, another post

okay- I did it. two days in a row. even i am impressed. ok. well today was a hard one. I have been having a hard time dealing with all the girls being in school this year. I can hardly stand being in the house alone. I hate the quiet. I have been seriously considering getting an indoor dog to help with the lonlies. I thought I had found one, (Stanley, a terrier mix, so cute,) but he already has two applications in on him, so i kind of gave up. I actually cried about it. I'm just pitiful, huh? This morning, Scott was gone when I got back from taking the girls to school and exercising and he has been here most mornings til 11 or so, so when I came home to an empty house, my motivation evaporated and I decided to get caught up on Heroes. Around noon I showered, ran to the store, did the dishes, made cupcakes and put another load of laundry in, all before Kellie and Annie hopped off the bus at 2:30. Since then I have been making sandwiches and hot dogs for my starving kids and decided to take the 10 minutes I had left to write in here before it is time to go get Nat and Em. Haven't really had too much get and go lately....is this normal to feel so blah right now? I have all this time now to do art or quilting and all I feel like doing is........well, nothing. I need to talk to my doctor, but will she just tell me to forget myself and get to work? Well, Curious George is half over, time for the taxi to leave for another pick up....til tomorrow then....